I knew that something was wrong. Things just weren’t right anymore. How come all of this is happening? I wish I knew what the answer was...but huh...I don't think I have all the answers. I'm scratching my head right now. I don't know what else to write. Somehow these thoughts.....keep on bothering my mind. We both knew that we need to sort this thing out. Something is really wrong with us! We are too worried about not having enough money! Back then, I didn't know that the subject of money could slide us off track. Boy! Was I dead wrong! Suddenly, we became too worried about not having enough of it...having enough money. Why?! Why?! Why?! I really hate this! Is this a part of the test? For us? If it is...boy! Are we flunking this test or what! Maybe if we just focus on having enough for the day, might probably work. Don't worry bout' tomorrow, because the Lord will provide for us in a million different ways! Worry about today only! Have faith in Him! If you contemplate on it for a while, probably you would understand. Life ain't easy...it's hurting both me and baby. I was really moved by her sms last night. How come we let money make us worry about our future? It shouldn't be this way in the first place! Enough about this! I couldn't imagine myself without her smiles, her laughter’s, her frowns, her complaints and everything! Eating at mk's and sizzler's won't be the same again. I'd rather live without the comforts of life, than living without Bhue. Now, why did I say that? I guess, that's what I've chose.

denGarLah bisikan angin baYu
denGarLah biSikan Oh haTikU
BaGaikan SeBuaH meLodi cInTa mUrNi
sEmuA aDaLah UntuKmu

waLaupuN  daLam LauT ku SeLami
waLaupuN tiNggi GunUnG kU daKi
ku ReLa teMpuhi RinTanGan yaNg aDa
sEmuA dEmi cInTa SuCi

taNpa diRimU hiDuP taK beRerTi
taHukaH kaU ciNta kU muRni
jAnGan kaU pErgI dIri mU tiaDa GanTi

haRaPan yaNg aDa TerSemaT di Jiwa
sEmoGa kau seNtiaSa di SisI

uSah kaU raGui KeiKhLasAn Ku
usAh kaU raGui oH haSraT ku
kU seRAh seLurUh jiWa daN ciNta Ku
sEmuA aDaLah UntUk mU

taNpa diRi mu hiDuP taK beRerTi
taHu kah kaU cinTa ku muRni
jaNgaN kaU peRgi dIriMu tiAda GanTi
aKan kU beRjaNji oH aKu bErjaNji
sEmuA aDaLah uNtuK mu

TanPa diRi mU hIdUp taK beRerTi
TaHUkah kaU cinTa kU muRni
jAnGan kaU perGi diRi mU tiaDa gaNti
aKan kU berJanJi oH aKu berJanJi